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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: luke Birthday: 12/24/1988 Gender: Male Interests: ara Expertise: I point out the obvious in the most stupidest way Occupation: Government Message: message me Website: visit my website Member Since: 11/19/2002

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Friday, September 04, 2009

So I had a tumblr for a while, but i realized that it was nothing like my first love, the xanga. So I'm sorry I've been away sweetie, but now I'm back and I have a story to tell.

The last week has sucked. My schedule has not worked out at all and I feel like professors don't like me because of my social class. As an upper lower class citizen, I feel that I am being mistreated for the amount of money I make. I have been signing up for whatever classes were available for me to take. The reason is because I took calc 2 over the summer so I could take calc 3. So here's how it all went down trying to get into this and that and whatever I could.

First off was the first conditioning and learning class I tried to get into. Full, no special permission numbers given, and chances are with Tomie, no one would drop. So one missed class, no big deal.

Next up was Theory of Probability which was originally my corequisite for calc 3. Or vice versa whatever. But calc 3 became it's prerequisite and when talking to the professor, here's what he sez,

" I emphasized in the class that multivariate calculus is indeed pre-requisite, not co-requisite.
So in your case, I do not advise you taking Theory of Probability in this semester.
Best,
Zhiqiang"

So yeah, I emailed him back asking if there was anyway I could do it while taking calc 3, since it was originally a corequisite, but the next day I get this.

"Dear Luke Tzeng,

Your special permission request for Multivariable Calculus (251)
has been denied."

So my case was not helped, turns out 150 people have been applying for a special permission number to that calc 3. So freaking out about classes on what to take now, I'm now in 2 very early 8:10 classes and i have another class right afterwards. My mornings do suck now.

Oh, and to finish it off, from another professor I asked for a special permission number he emails me back "No"

good luck to a good year. woo

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Friday, May 01, 2009

So a while back I wrote a random topic on my ipod that seemed very meaningful for me especially relating to life. It really gave me some insight on how people act in the world. And I really hope no one really reads this anymore because this is a side of me I don't like people to see. I think it seems too serious. But I am going to put this up because maybe someone will find it helpful. It can be related to other people, but if you read this, I want you to think about what you're like with it, I know I can apply my life to this. So here I go, I'm going to do my best to recreate it.

Jealousy

It's an ugly ugly feeling. There really is nothing great about being jealous. There are some situations when a jealous heart can make someone strive someone to become better, but from what I have seen it has only caused brooding.

It's something that can take the nicest person and transform them into the ugliest creature. Jealousy causes suspicion, it causes anger, it causes hate. No one wants to be with someone who's jealousy overtakes their lives and controls so much of their actions. People will be consumed so much by their jealousy and do the worst things.
People change their face, and it's an ugly one. It's a face of someone who only wants something out of greed. Jealousy will take over all of your thoughts and control your life.

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

this is a story about a unicorns. that kinda went nowhere

crushcow: once upon a time there was a kingdom ruled by the magical unicorn deeprondoo

doyoung2win: boopdedoop

crushcow: he ruled his kingdom with an iron fist

crushcow: all the other unicorns of the land lived in fear

crushcow: one the 56th year of the caprik horn calandar deeprondoo ordered that 50% of the unicorn population were to have their horns extracted and sold

crushcow: this caused great distress in the kingdom of deeprondoo

doyoung2win: sounds like charlie and the unicorn

crushcow: from the chaos of the land

crushcow: in the far village of bethsaida came one young unicorn

crushcow: her name was stephany

crushcow: this is where our story begins

doyoung2win: she got raped by all the angry unicorns who had their horns extracted

doyoung2win: one rich unicorn in a land far away call fatlardoland

doyoung2win: bought all the horns

doyoung2win: and attached them to his body

doyoung2win: he ended up raping all the women of deprondoo or whatever it was called

doyoung2win: with all his dick horns

doyoung2win: then he went to the strawberry fields

doyoung2win: and ate all the strawberries to his hearts content

crushcow: his name was loger esquire the fourth

crushcow: he and his wife jayvee went and bought all the strawberries of the land

crushcow: so that there was none for the other unicorns

doyoung2win: JEVREEEL

doyoung2win: loger then let a large one rip

doyoung2win: it was a warning sign

doyoung2win: of the epicenter of large chunks about to be blown

doyoung2win: but he forgot he still had his pants on

doyoung2win: so it blew the stitching right out of his black and white fur

doyoung2win: god it smelt bad

doyoung2win: all the animals and trees fainted immediately

doyoung2win: all smash characters fell asleep

doyoung2win: and loger just smiled

doyoung2win: it was a wicked evil smile

doyoung2win: and he didnt care

doyoung2win: until he caught a whiff of it

doyoung2win: then the smile

doyoung2win: turned upside

doyoung2win: into a frown

doyoung2win: the pussycat dolls meowed in pain

doyoung2win: it was a sad day for all

crushcow: you killed my story

doyoung2win: hahaha

doyoung2win: no1 is alive anymore

doyoung2win: the entire cast of smash brother melee for the nintendo gamecube stand in awe

doyoung2win: they all keep clapping their hands like a no contest game

doyoung2win: except its not for the match, but rather the potent damage the fart has caused

doyoung2win: the ravage throughout all the kingdom

doyoung2win: the raped women

doyoung2win: the unicorn with dick horns

doyoung2win: the olimar wei

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

Dear Xanga,

    Today is the coldest day me and Chris had to ever face. There is no heat in our apartment and I fear that our days are soon numbered. Outside the temperature is around 29 degrees. We estimate the the inside is around 30 degrees. When coming home we come from the outside cold to the inside which is just as cold, the only reason we stay inside is because there is no windchill and we live in the ghetto. There is no more roaming around in casual clothes anymore, we must bundle up wearing multiple layers inside the apartment.

    Our first decision was to get warm no matter what. One time we turned on the hot water in the shower and just hung out in the bathroom, but decided that it cost too much to do. Water bill...

    Our second decision was to turn on the oven and just hang out in front of it. But Chris made me stop cuz i was putting my head in the oven. It was an inefficient use of energy, which we have to pay for. Plus he said i could die from doing that.

    Our third decision was to just hang out under the blankets. We took all the blankets and just sat under them and tried to do our tasks. It was warm, but we lost air and had to get into the coldness to get air. Eventually we just turned the bunkbed into a fort. It traps the heat somewhat. We are estimating that the temperature inside our fort is around 36 degrees. I left a glass of water on the counter to see if it would freeze. I will see in the morning.

For now me and chris are working under the fort. I am reading for chinese and he is doing his chemisty. We can only hope to somehow make it through tonight. And wait for daylight. By the way, putting a lamp in our fort heats it up a lot. I am writing to let the people know what we went through in case we don't survive. it's so cold!!!!

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

It's 8:20 in the morning on a sunday! what could i be doing up so early???
Well last night, I couldn't fall asleep and decided to just stay up the whole night.
So what do you do during the middle of the night at around 4am? READ!!!! (comic books...)
I had to feel my way through the dark because I didn't want to wake the dog and have to
deal with that thing... but i eventually made it downstairs and got my big stack of
comics that I haven't read yet.
So with my ipod blasting my own set of contemporary christian music, i spent hours reading.

I read until there was a little bit of light peeking through the window.
Thinking to myself, I don't get many chances to see the sunrise, I decided to go look out the window.
I didn't know which way the sun comes up so I just went to the living room window.
I look out and the ground was wet and murky, and there was this kinda hazy mist lingering in the air.
While looking at that, I had this indescribable feeling come over me. At that moment I could only think
about of how beautiful this sight was. What at first seemed ugly, suddenly mixed together as the light
came up in the morning. How great is our God that he created such beauty that, I'm pretty sure, am the
only one appreciating at that moment. A single bird flying through the view and a pinkish cloud cut through
the sky. Only our God is so amazing that he takes something that I would never have noticed normally and
use it to fill me with such wonder and awe. And as I continue to write, the sky becomes even brighter and
even more magnificent.

It is like in our lives where we are in the dark, not knowing what to do. But when God takes our lives into
his hands and shapes and molds it into something beautiful. And as we continue our walk with him, our
lives become so much more beautiful that, that feeling is indescribable. To beyond a point, when saying I love
you Jesus isn't even close to describe how much we do love him, while His love for us is an infinite times
more than that.

Amazing love how can it be, that you my king would die for me,
Amazing love I know it's true and it's MY JOY to honor you.
In all I do, I honor you...

Just something I wanted to share, because it's so rare that I feel something as deep as this.
It makes me think that I have matured, somewhat.
Spiritually we will grow and mature when we decide to take steps and follow him.

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